A Series of Haikus: One Or Two Choices

A few days ago I thought I could choose from two Now I’m glad I can’t I am too jealous Seems all I do is envy You must know that too Say it straight to me I understand the silence But I have no proof Of course you are cute But are you anything else? Tell me if you are You are much better No rules, no awkward silence I could change for you The tone of my voice Was suppressing what I felt But I think you knew My friends tell me That I have some sort of chance Why don’t you tell me