A Search For Peace

by Being True An escape is what I need so I'll take this bottle of aspirin and go to sleep. Float above the sky and into the unknown. Will I find the happiness that I could not on Earth. I see many things as I wander yet I see nothing at all. A transparent woman with shoulder length hair is giving my a loving and knowing smile. I wish I could touch her. I try and fail each and every time. She's getting farther and farther away from me and then a flash. Doctors surround me and cold electric medal is on me. I hear nothing. Feel nothing. Then freedom comes and I fly. Looking down at my body on the table. I have died.