A positive impact on others

Gratitude suffuses me today at prospect to plumb the depths of a fledgling friendship (respecting fidelity to wife) even one bound within the parameters of cyberspace, I feel courtesy your amazing grace figuratively stitching omnipotent binding with virtual satin and lace proceeding cautiously to experience belonging to human rat race. Night and day, a thrashing like an invisible whiptail surge van hail, doth swell me bosom excruciatingly, doggedly blackmail capriciously be-numbingly, aggravatingly assail mine conscience in what paltry pale capacity of this gamboling male, I can "pay forward," whatever means shale be moost apropos avail to offset bewail ling (internal psyche doth ale hankering) against utter lifetime (mine) peppered with emotional, physical and social destitution bereft, viz fail ling to maximize inspiration reverberating as vibrant detail lacking even justa minimum desire to live (visa vis no way discover ring, nope nar even "FAKE" king minuscule appeasement of my body, mind, and spirit triage during) hell...shove (shelve) aside such gloriously noble benighted role, amidst upending folktale re: King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table futilely searching for holy grail, where steadfast conviction emboldens this heart and hale spirited mindful, sincere hard drive spurs (neigh saying horse sense of mine), where ambition saddled to air (dan sing) quailing, yen propelling (yours truly), with sincere humanitarian, (i.e. blood driven) philanthropic spiritual zeal, I tried to unveil, this reasonably rhyming thumbnail sketch poetically versatile within this spurious verse despite any trials undermining travail rather mine heart felt genuine motive fueled by impetus to contribute within e kale logical, fizzy hollow gee, humanity, with integrity, magnanimity, and quality fervency, while still adept, adroit, agile, and alert, (cuz America needs more lerts to become great again) ironically steel tougher than nine inch rusty nails, duh pleating ability dovetail to bug (or wug) gee wholesale. Adieu from Matthew Scott Harris who tapped out this message while holed up in his mancave situated within Southeastern Pennsylvania.