A Part of Me

Just looking out to the sky, I remember how it hurts to say goodbye. Did you hear me whisper into your ear? I said "I love you" w/ a tear. I do not know how to deal with this, it's hard for every memory to be missed. A part of me wants to hide, Both happiness & sadness collide. A part of me longs for you, A feeling I cannot bear, what should I do? Is this all just a dream? Wake me up when everything is already back to where it seem. You just don't know how things will change here. I'm too scared, help me understand & let this feeling be clear. Are you listening? your trace just disappeared to nothing. Is this really for real? But they say time will heal. A part of me already have a stain, But still, I cannot blame anyone & complain. And in your grave, they carved it deep, "the best of what you are is what we'll keep." this is my passion & this is what I can do, All these questions will lead me to every clue. This Necklace I'll wear everyday, for it was given to me before that day. And a part of me will let it be, But now I know that someone's watching over me.