A Painful Rutt

Why is it that you can not see This pain and suffering your causing me For many years it's been this way Though now it's almost every day The stress I have, consumes my mind Happiness, now hard to find I do not like who I've become An angry, hateful, loaded gun Yet still I am in love with you And yes I know you love me too But love no longer is enough I'm over living life so tough In 15 years we've stayed the same I feel you think that life's a game So please I beg, change our life Remind me why, I became your wife