A Night Before

The night before... I was in turmoil Wait... was it the night before? Does it really matter... how the mind will toy? With how dreams and realities will applaud It becomes only harder to know what is real Because of the lies we learn to lie from And we learn to live by what our survival deals Yet too far and only too wide have we already gone You can now sit for a while and watch You can watch the world and you can see yourself You can absently see how everything dodge When you can otherwise see what sells We are all tame and untamed at the same time Because no one knows to determine a leader And because there is no one true way to find Will we find ways when its easy to just be followers Was I in turmoil... nights before? How did i become what i am without guidance? Have you a life knowing so much more? Then a life living without reasons? .....................