A Mind That Never Sleeps

I`ve had these thoughts within my head, They`ve plagued my perception red with hatred & grey in dread. I cannot stop thinking of what i`ve always known, They constantly keep on speaking, and they never leave me alone. A lurking twisted torment of all things open on each & every side, I`m guilty of my own mayhem within my inner side. I`m a terror of my own memory i make my own self pay, Things I`ve touched & cared about, I watched them fall away. Like a dream within a dream, an affliction felt in vane, Am I still dreaming, or awake and insane. You never know... I never know...