A Loner's Diary

Dear diary! One who bears the brunt of my adversity, And my misery, you condone with affability. There and back to make an affix, Of an apparently gifted anomalies. Night so long and yet so short Threatening with its dreadful silence thought. Providence, my heart sought, From my "seems-unending strait", Which hath made me desolate. The day, I wish, ceases to break Its torment, I could make a clean break. For obscured I am in obviousness, And lost I am in no one's guess, 'Cos my lovelessness hath made me less. My seamy life, I shall lay to rest For I need own a love nest. Whence from forlornness, I will be harboured And to its grace, I'll pledge my flesh and blood But with my diary, I'll move abode.