A Life Changing Event

I can't explain just how I feel. I know my heart will never Heal. If you could see what I See. What just could never Be. I was a part of a Whole. Now I have a wounded Soul. My wound is not healing Well. There are things my mouth Will not tell. The mask I wear, I try to smile. Even if it's for a little While. I can see you in a Crowd. I holler your name out Loud. People stare and my smile Shows the pain. I could buy a ticket on the Crazy train. My laughter comes from a Broken soul. Being your other half made Me whole. My heart surrounded by The darkness. You're so cold and seem so Heartless. The memories haunt and Torture me. It's either depression or Anxiety. Mental anguish, my soul lives In torment. A Category five life changing Event. Turbo1904