A Liar's Truth
These feelings aren't fair and I'll pretend they aren't there. There she goes, just leaving me in despair. Guess it's time to let her fly and say good-bye for a second time.
She won't ever understand how I felt on the other side of her love. How horrible it feels to love someone who lies through her pearly white teeth. She would tell me she loved me, but wouldn't show it.
She always wanted me to quit putting people first instead of myself. It's clear to see, she was always my first priority, but she never cared to know how much it hurts when she keeps her silence up. It's about to be over, done.
She was worth every moment or so I thought. Her voice, her laugh, she's everything I'm not. She was the only one, only one I wanted, but I should've listened when people told me to run. Now, she haunts me.
I loved her more than myself, more than she could ever know. Every inch of her. She helped me through my sorrow, my darkness just to see the light at the end of this tunnel. Someone tell me, her love towards me isn't for show.
Is she using me like the others did to her in the past? A promise she made me that I feel she broke. F*ck, here comes red when she doesn't speak. Please tell me it's all in my head.
She left. They all f*cking leave. Leave me bleeding. Leave like they do silently. Please?
Before it's too late. Before all I got is hate from looking at love. Hate will create tension in this game of love. Than again, that's my fate.
My feeling aren't fair, but I won't pretend they aren't there. I'm always in despair, but I take more than I can bare.
I believed her lies. They had a sweet aroma with a bitter end. Now, I'm here with the puffy face and the crying eyes.
Copyright © Stevie Yost | Year Posted 2016
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