A L Ost I Ntention

I caught Her in a failed romance I knew not what to do I lost my mind at that first glance She showed me something new Yet, time did hide Her virulence And, all Her crooked Lies I lost the will for my defense And, built a grand disguise She left Me in New Hampshire's cold: The tundra of my heart I still could not, at once, have told She'd tear my heart apart I sat alone, in bold defeat She did not even call I'd wait for months: we'd never meet Did She not care at all? Once heartless, She had kissed my lips And, told me not to leave I drank Her death, in little sips It's all that I'd believe We always were a toxic pair Our hearts went west and east Brown eyes and hair were oh so fair She's Beauty and the Beast Years later, she still lied again In contradicting ways I felt Her every now-and-then Beside a feckless gaze When I returned, into the Cold (As my late mother left) She came to me with words of gold Then, left again, bereft With plots of Lies to draw me in For Her, my heart was torn Her words were filled with loss and sin They pelted me with scorn Her voice still haunts my better dreams- I hear Her scream my name If Love is just not how it seems: Why did I feel the same? She told me we should meet, in time But, I will not return I once fell for Her pantomime Then, had no where to turn...