A Kind of Pain

sick with a pain you cant feel a pain you want to go away but cant heal a cough so desperate for air eyes pleading for all the help you can spare but no nothing can help this pain this pain you cant even restrain its like a monster that hides in shadows ready to kill at any time or place a cold heart this monster holds thats how i feel when my monster unfolds cold hearted from a place now departed quiet as the wind a place i no longer defend so y do i even pretend that this place has an expiration date this is a pain everyone should hate but not everyone feels this type of way a pain not permanent but a temporary stay something you want to get rid of but it takes its time its not going to go away like a drop of a dime i wish but everyone can keep wishing its not a pain i will be missing a tear i no longer cry a story?? i will no longer lie my past brings me this type of feeling my strength and happiness its stealing each day i try and pick myself up and in return this pain tries to walk back like its concerned but i laugh at this pain in its face it aint going to make me look like a disgrace by Taneia J. Nelson