A Hard Choice To Deal With

sometimes people make hard choices in life. but the hardest thing to do is to a choice between a career or your true love. how do I deal with this choice what am i'm about to do. how do I deal with this choice on my back, I couldn't say goodbye to you. I couldn't tell her how I felt about her. But something stopped me. It was the chance to go to school or be with you. this was a chance of the lifetime. but It was hard breaking choice I couldn't make. I didn't want choose between her and my school. what should I do,I don't want to lose her but I couldn't lose this chance of a lifetime up. I didn't want to see the tears in your eyes. I know its heart breaking but I know what I have to do. I know my choice will hurt real bad. but I will miss and I will never want to see you cry ever again.