A Former Lifetime Revisited

sometimes i see myself as invisible in time i am immune to life and rhyme i am only worth a dime sometimes i feel that i am waste total self it all effects my health my worth equals my wealth i might as well be considered as just nothing at all my self esteem is small i don't know why I'm tall i could just join a circus to act as if I'm happy in lonely rooms i am release my inner sappy my dizzy depression is not too shabby i admit there are times when i wish i had a friend maybe then i will ascend as a result, i'll live until God's end