A Divine Connection

As layers of goosebump shed across my skin, I am haunted by thoughts that does not seem to be of me. Thoughts of magnificent actions and plans that defy any circumstance, usually halting and doubting myself. But now, it is different. Something has changed. An audible heartbeat and sight that stretched far beyond the horizon, gifted by each day. Every sense amplified to a point of new understanding, new found glory of which I cannot ever explain. My ears hear of nothing and yet listening to every detail. A moment so profoundly emotional, I can hardly inhale without reflecting the action across my face. Of knowing the unthinkable and understanding the paradox of such that is life. As stillness envelope the state of which I have drifted away from, like gravity pulling me back into an infinite space of warmth that is undeniably comfortable as fresh sheets across a king's bed. The coldness of solitude balanced in the ever-changing state of the moment. My heart forever open. An enormous door that was once kept shut, unveiling the yearning to know, to love, to be grateful of every levels of being where acceptance is no longer required. Simplicity the only clothes and complexity the only shoes. The trivial questions that had punished me in taunting gestures of hope, resolved in the absolution of just being. Clarity that no lens can acquire. Scratches and pain that does not torment me but rather points me to a connection that collapses every space and time. Every fabric of knowing that pain exist within the boundaries of the only mind's past and heart's future. Every smile an addition of hope towards a new reality that is constantly escaping my eyes. Escaping my breath and my touch. Creating a wondrous dream in every corner of this reality. Every pixel and pigment, defined in the loss of sanity only to be hypnotised by the craziness of passion and love. My Soul. Not of spirit or apparitions, but of light that brightens in a gazing awe of universal awareness, brighter than any star, darker than any black hole.