A Desired Life

Give me chaos if it means laughter A reason to live a life worthy Of a part in history, a chapter Written on pages impure and dirty So those are the wishes for one Some consider to incredible In the politeness and responsible fun That is a mistake deemed understandable Look at thee on such a pedestal Never before seen in such honesty With no time for a reasonable rebuttal Consider it with thoughts of tragedy The critic inside only reinforces thoughts The observer that is me wishes to partake In the activities and shouts for "SHOTS" Along with the sex which one cannot fake Oh the happiness brought from the touch The closeness needed by all that is living A fulfillment regarded as best that such Who disagree are not considered for believing Such is the life of my mind's desires That constantly imagines wishes to be real The wants that rub together and make fires Whose heat is the only pleasure i feel