A Death Note
A Death Note
This is the end of my love,
It turns out that it wasn't enough.
I didn't know that there was something missing between us,
At first i couldn't realize what was all the fuss.
I always used to forget all those hurtful words,
But in the end they just turned into swords.
I tried not to let it mess everything,
But it still hurts like a be string.
In you i found everything i needed,
But there seems to be a whole in the line we've beaded.
I had said i would never leave you,
But i broke my heart and this promise too.
Everything we built shattered under a few words,
From the beginning there was a missing pillar under the boards.
I don't know if there will be a second chance,
It feels like i'm in a trance.
My tears are refusing to come down,
All i can do is frown.
It doesn't feel real or even right,
All i can feel now is fright.
What is this state that i'm in?
Now i know how it feels to be made from tin.
Feeling nothing inside,
All the feelings all ran to hide.
Feeling as empty as a cart with no stock,
They tell me this is how it feels to be in shock.
My heart has been broken into tiny little parts,
And it looks like it wont endure any more starts.
It took us several days to get together,
And then we broke it off with a few words lighter then a feather.
I've always been able to talk things through,
Why wasn't i able to take it this time too?
He always says that he will change,
But he only succeeds in acting weird and strange.
I tried my best to make it work,
But i didn't realize that it was a two sided fork.
I didn't plan for this side,
But now its too late to even hide.
I had promised not to let you out of my sight,
But all i can do now is write.
I don't have the energy to even breath now,
How will i live without you? How?
I need to be in your arms now so bad,
i'm already missing everything we had.
Only today i had told you what you are to me,
I was only trying to help you to see.
Who is to blame this time?
What did i do? What is my crime?
I only wanted to be with you,
wasn't this what you wanted too?
Where is my damn tears when i need to cry?
Why are they hard to reach even as i try?
Will they come later on?
Or are all my feelings totally gone?
The pain all comes suddenly,
Will a pain that is meant to kill me.
I never meant to hurt either of us,
But i guess we just missed our bus.
And now good bye my love,
Eventhough, of your love, i can never have enough.
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