A Crush From the Past

When it first began I didn't realize how it was going be, But as we grew and knew each other better I had better sight to see. The truth was there but it never came out, I've seen you at your best and even the worst when you had to shout. I couldn't make my move cause you were my friend's girl and later his ex, Though inside I didn't care cause I wanted to be yours next. I wanted to treat you like you should have been, To man up and be a man for someone who had bad experiences with men. I've seen you hurt so many times I wanted to take you away from it all, I wanted to show you that there was someone willing to stand and walk tall. Till this day I crush over you wondering what it would be like, Tellin my friend's to tell you I said hi just to see what you like. If I had the chance I would make you happy, Even if I did...being your man would make my life even more happy. When ever I gained the courage to try you, You already found someone else before I could say I want you. Keep my feelings for you inside so maybe one day we could be, I don't know how you feel about all this or even me. But I do know we'll always have our friendship and our own special type of love, Till I know for sure I'll just keep praying to the Man above.