A Broken Heart

I can feel the heat burning my heart is aching. My knees is shaking i can hear the grim ripper calling. I'm trying to be strong but my heart is broken. Can't get in the Christmas spirit this pain is breathe taking. Why can't I stand tall tell me why can't I move on. On the outside I remain strong I will always remain calm. Even tho my father is gone i will live on my pride is too strong. Can't walk the right path because the devil is pulling on my arms. The heat is too strong I can feel my skin pealing off my body. Look like I'm going to burn for all externality can anybody save me. Can anybody hear me hear my scream help me escape from this dream. I guess no one can save me now I'm just one with the heat. Na I'm one with the streets but I'm not in too deep. So it's not too late for me but I can't stop roaming the streets. And If i don't I know which destination is waiting for me.