A Blessing

laying in this bed ive never been happier even the thunder an lighting seems calmer my eyes are wide open without having to look around like theres something hidden an needs to be found im not confused or being amused by demands of constant abuse the sky itself even seems liable for my finger to glide this here feeling, now this i dont mind as a grown woman as i am i twirl around in circles like im 5 years old again dancing to songs thats unheard singing constantly like a free searing bird i have a smile on my face that havent washed off the muscles in my cheeks even feel tender to the touch im not anticipating anything bad to happen no, im doing nothing but constantly laughin i geek out and squeal like i won something which in my heart i have and its a blessing to be able to experience this again the joys of life that the lord have spoken the love of which can be seen and felt in i never want to replace this bc all i have mentioned is all and then some i have truly missed