& Again

i did it. just yesterday. i was so close. to my true happiness. now all my progress is gone. out the window. i can't believe you did that. when you said "i can't.now now." i want to just. i don't know. it brought tears to my eyes. i told you that it's okay. i'm fine. it's not. i'm not. i wish i hadn't promised. i wish i hadn't believed you. you said you'd catch me. you didn't. i can't do this anymore. im so sorry.