Mystery Guy Part

Magic is it possible I can feel this feeling when i'm next to you. I feel free from problems from all the issues and then I come back and your no where to be found. No I yell this was my chance but it was only a dream and I can't stop crying. It felt so real, how did they know I grabbed on to my sheets real hard because my dreams are just teasing me. Another poem about that past love that you can never forget, it's like a knife being stuck straight in my heart I can't feel the pain because the love was never there in the first place. It hurts so bad and sometimes it doesn't I can almost remember a time when I wasn't this stuck to him. It was a time for carelessness and a time for laughs I didn't have this memory yet and i'm starting to think i'm going mad. Sometimes I feel like deleting this one thing that keeps me focused on you like a kid on candy. I feel like I could never move on... it's funny how hearing you name could make me feel all over again. The worst part about this is that it never got finished and I wanted to hear the rest of the song. Lonely, A funny word sometimes it's laughable sometimes it's a crying tantrum spilled moment. A cloud has been hanging over my head for nearly forever dark and thundering shooting rain down my noes making me lose breath and lose focus. Calling, shouting, beating, bleeding then the cloud finally lifts and I can't help missing it. It tortured me and made me feel weak and now that's it's gone I can't help screaming for the rain. Come back to me I say honestly I was fine getting soaked but it's gone and all I can see is blue skies and that lonely remembrance that I am alone.