~ (~) ~ Answering Hate (Part #5 of 5) ~ (~) ~

As I am still eager and willing to find out about more of Him and about the even more broader idea of this today in all of it's certain ramifications. He is still open as I feel He is always willing in His simple offering of this. And as we all are I feel as well growing away from Him in this way from time to time. I feel He is just as much in His way offering His greater love like this for all of us... . As in is greater devotion and eagerness He is hopeful now in His offering of this gift to you. I will keep trying in this way more every day that I can see to help you. I will try and remain open myself to the hurt you feel now that I have caused you. Again thank you for your honesty with me friend. You helped me more than you know. Because the way that it made you feel reminded me of this. It helped me yes reminded me to keep searching as I run within myself to Him. So He can help me with my problems and these many overwhelming things. That I often carry within myself alone still. Ones that I am faced with from time to time. That I feel today I would continue to live with without Him and such good people such as you and would be made singularly, within-myself, to suffer I feel forever with. I love you for your honesty and for your courage and message, and for helping me... . Again I am so sorry. I hope that you can forgive me... . I hope that you can and will. I pray that this message will help. I sure hope that it will. Truly its all that I would want for myself. ~ Love ~ James ~