~ (~) ~ Answering Hate (Part #3 of 5) ~ (~) ~

As I am always brought back around through Him to feeling it again yes to remembering it from time to time through good folks like you. As yes I believe I am always and in every way that-I'm willing myself to look for. I am being brought again into the remembrance of this, and remembering that I have always felt it too as I believe it always just keeps on growing in this way in one way or the other. It is most uncomfortable for me... as I feel that no different. Being brought again to the realization to remember for myself that just like the rest of the world I am myself truly the same as everyone. At least at the moment now, I can see it this way. And so I hope that I always can, and will be able. So yes for myself I ran to the other part of the message that was offered by some good friends that I feel now were just as bold as you have been with me today. I ran to the good people who wrote the Bible. But not only to them and their message that they wrote down in it. But I ran to embrace the main idea that is contained in its pages I feel. I ran to Jesus. Because I feel that open to me like our Father and His He lived the truest example of just how not to do what I have been doing my whole life with the idea of Him myself this world and another. And through His example I find I am still willing to do my best I guess to try and live in this way. And as I do I am slowly growing away from my hate for all these things that I mentioned above. I can only hope still that I am doing the right thing, remaining faithful to the One who made me, and I feel now, the world and what lies beyond it and the perfect beauty living inside all of us. Because at least to me I believe it is the only way I can feel and believe now today that will always take me farther away from these feelings that I have felt and am still sometimes being made to feel today myself. Because He has given me the only way I have ever known that will carry me around this. Yes I ran strait within myself into the place that He I believe now can be always kept and will always be found. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fe7yOccqdxI&feature=related