9 Months

Nine months it took you to Make me, but I wasn't ready To be subjected to you breaking Me. Nine months during that Storm is when god made me When I seen the light for the First time I was finally free. The love I experienced the voices Sound familiar didn't know three Months later you found a new Familiar. Didn't know that needle Meant the world to you I thought Nine months meant everything To you. I thought I was special Enough to defeat your demons I thought you gave me life for A whole new reason. I thought Love conquer all, but where was My safe place, I thought your Suppose to be my saving grace? Nine months it took you to Carry me, why must i feel alone, I couldn't even imagine growing Up trying to find love on my own. That needle had true meaning But you promised me you would return home waiting for You. This is the beginning how I knew I will always be alone. I looked up to you and thought You were my whole world but You looked down through me And whispered you were actually Second to my other world.