99 Problems and My Lover Is Not 1

Nobody will ever understand my life struggle A mother of 4 that instead of being able to see them or hug them on a daily basis all I can do is visualize how big and beautiful and handsome they have gotten The system isnt fair Can you imagine being depressed more than being happy Can you imagine your whole life revolves in a house 24/7 It feels like your locked down in the system for trying to survive You try to express yourself to others but they think you be bugging This is my life Attempting to put your all into one person then finding out that that one person is into someone else can really hurt Tired of searching for the right one for me Im just to the conclusion that if I cant get my kids to love me Why should I give another the opportunity to even wanna attempt to fall in love with me It's just me myself and I