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Choke us til we’re numb. And cut you like you want me to. I’ve always dreamed about this moment. I just can’t wait to go sit in my room, contemplate all the ways I could die. You were the reason for living. But see you tomorrow only brought tears to my eyes. So I heard you found somebody else. Put me in the ground, put me out my misery. I don’t love my life but I live it for you.. My life’s a disaster; you taught me nothing matters. Why did you have to leave like that? A lonely soul nobody knows how this feeling just wrecks me. And I don’t wanna die but I know it’s for the best. Never thought you’d leave me in the cold. You’re such a beautiful lie. For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies. Can’t wake up from living in yesterday. If I say it like I want, would you ever believe me?