1 Month Ago Tomorrow

Tomorrow is January 26th an I wish I could rewind back to december To a day that I will always remember The day GOD sent me a precious/beautiful treasure 1 of the 4 most happiest days ever if I could, I'd do it all over again with pleasure If I could, I'd do it again with pleasure All these feelings, go way beyond measure The good and the bad, all mixed together The happy and the sad, lives inside me forever At 0556 I'll remember waking up separated from you I can still feel you move inside me before they put me to slaeep you inside me I wanted to keep just maybe at least another 2 weeks I woke up without you in my womb Replace with a horrible pain inside Then the nurse pushed on my stomach, I started to cry Did she have to do that? Please tell me why? No wait I'd rather know more about the pain that's inside Of my heart and my body the most horrible pain in my life Some comfort came when I hear that my babys alive and doing okay 1 pound and 5 ounces, december 26th, my babys birthday Opened the box , memories on display I wish I had more than a box to remember my baby today Your tiny little outfit and footprints in a shell The tiny beanie you wore on your head fit you well Half way into the box, I catch a smell Of you, my baby. I want you with me now The day you were born december twenty six You weren't due until april, on the 24th So quickly so suddenly, you were called forth It seemed when called, you quickly came forth I'm left with these feelings, I love you I miss you of course