(not Finished Yet) I Am

lost in a world of my own destination unknown you just dont understand this planes never gonna land levitating above the world as i see it the person i am i dont wanna be it im just misunderstood dont act as i should it hurts everyday affects what i say what i do everything i ever knew changed my minds rearranged twisted, contorted completely resorted nothings like i planned in the beginning and its worse than before the point i called home the only place ive ever known that kept me safe where i felt in place where my life settled in where my days pursued to begin a new page of a book left blank by the gods in charge of my destiny those who gamble the odds thats it my life's just a game a casino and i we're just the same a string marionette played by those superior a toy puppet like me found only inferior......... some other poem i m working on - its really short. the water so turbulent rushing to incite a riot so rough calms to a whisper -------------------enough quells in the still of night