Letter To Kizer From Seattle

 Dear Condor: Much thanks for that telephonic support
from North Carolina when I suddenly went ape
in the Iowa tulips.
 Lord, but I'm ashamed.

I was afraid, it seemed, according to the doctor
of impending success, winning some poetry prizes
or getting a wet kiss.
 The more popular I got,
the softer the soft cry in my head: Don't believe them.

You were never good.
 Then I broke and proved it.

Ten successive days I alienated women
I liked best.
 I told a coed why her poems were bad
(they weren't) and didn't understand a word I said.

Really warped.
 The phrase "I'll be all right"
came out too many unsolicited times.
 I'm o.
k.
 now.

I'm back at the primal source of poems: wind, sea
and rain, the market and the salmon.
 Speaking
of the market, they're having a vital election here.

Save the market? Tear it down? The forces of evil
maintain they're trying to save it too, obscuring,
of course, the issue.
 The forces of righteousness,
me and my friends, are praying for a storm, one
of those grim dark rolling southwest downpours
that will leave the electorate sane.
 I'm the last poet
to teach the Roethke chair under Heilman.

He's retiring after 23 years.
 Most of the old gang
is gone.
 Sol Katz is aging.
 Who isn't? It's close now
to the end of summer and would you believe it
I've ignored the Blue Moon.
 I did go to White Center,
you know, my home town, and the people there,
many are the same, but also aging, balking, remarkably
polite and calm.
 A man whose name escapes me
said he thinks he had known me, the boy who went alone
to Longfellow Creek and who laughed and cried
for no reason.
 The city is huge, maybe three quarters
of a million and lots of crime.
 They are indicting
the former chief of police.
 Sorry to be so rambling.

I eat lunch with J.
 Hillis Miller, brilliant and nice
as they come, in the faculty club, overlooking the lake,
much of it now filled in.
 And I tour old haunts,
been twice to Kapowsin.
 One trout.
 One perch.
 One poem.

Take care, oh wisest of condors.
 Love.
 Dick.
 Thanks again.

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