Blackberries washed right streight from the vine
with milk and sugar in a bowl is just fine
and into the fridge for a sec or two
a delightful treat just for You.
I thought that u were there for me
i realized i was wrong
i thought that u were everything
but that everything is gone
u yelled and screamed
u hit the wall
u said u couldnt live
i cryed and watch
sat through it all
and rocked our child to sleep
baby needs his daddy now
where ever could he be
mama cant stop crying
and everyone leaves
u werent worth
the pain i suffered
u werent worth
the lies i used as cover
i thought u were my heart
but u were just a really bad dream
i dont understand
why u all of a sudden
became a different man
ur calls will get rejected
and i will not deal with ur tears
that was gone a long time ago
a wasted past four years
u cry and say i love u
then scream streight in my face
u cant control urself latley,
and neither can i
so here we are
gone
One year older another yaer colder
so alone so empty but still ready for change
to challenge the world on my own is all that I know
who am I what am I, am I strong or am I weak
Do I belong or am I completley wrong
wondering all alone in this wicked world and never looking back
living just another day as it comes and just goes
no pland no motives
just letting it all roll off my shoulders
but secretly obsorbing it all in like a sponge
so at times it is very heavy and seeps out water ,patiently waiting for it all to release
to suddenly expand to the max that it just may expoid, to much of a load but it never does
through my eyes of a child making me wild I have been here I have felt this yet I am still
powrless to stop it
Roll with the punches and when you fall, fall hard
be sure when you stand, stand streight holding tighter with all your weight
emotionally strained you haven't drained your sponge
you need to squeeze it out and redress for a new look
a new understanding for you
a new me
I still get lost in the moments,
memories of a lifetime.
In my dreams, in a heartbeat
you are at my fingertips.
An apparent illusion,
like the sound of complete silence.
Mysterious and exciting! Content in my fanticy...
Don't wake me now!!
The shock of a sudden explosion,
an avalanch of emotions..
Slipping deep into unconcienceness
with every single flashback.
Fire and Ice, rubbies and gemstones.
a strategic magnetical interference
that sends shockwaves
streight
through me!
I can't help but smile!
Is this how true love's supposed to be,
When you're the only thing I ever see;
I lie awake so late at night,
Thinking how this feeling is so right;
The feelings inside are nothing but real,
And this is how I truely feel;
You were the one who was always there,
The one who was never afraid to care;
I'm saying that I love you and you need to see,
I'm giving you the best of me;
I've never before felt this way,
But with you I feel it every day;
You are the one who was always around,
Catching me when I was falling down;
You showed me what love was all about,
I can say I love you and never have a doubt;
You believed in me when no one else tried,
If it wasn't for you I think I would've died;
You are the one that I would give my heart,
You were there streight from the start;
You came into my life and made it so much better,
I know I'll always feel this way forever;
When I think back on how this all began,
I know I would do it all again;