My insides
The pain won't leave me
it's wrapped around my insides
tying them in knots
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Categories:
insides, pain,
Form: Senryu
Our Insides
Our insides are inside of us
So we don’t have to see
That maybe something isn’t quite
The way it ought to be.
A lump or an obstruction
May be lurking out of sight,
So doctors order tests just to
Make sure that we’re all right.
Results can offer comfort
If the test results are good,
Then those insides can go back
To being hidden, like
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Categories:
insides, health,
Form: Rhyme
My Insides Feel Damaged
My insides feel damaged,
like someone
is squeezing
them with
their fists.
Many seasons,
many reasons.
Why do I do such things?
I wish
I could answer you my dear,
give you the best me,
but I can’t seem to see
through the thick clouds
surrounding me.
I sit in the sky,
I look
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Categories:
insides, beauty, boyfriend, conflict, depression,
Form: Free verse
Eat At My Insides
Can't sleep
Bad dreams
Keep me
Fearing
For life
For love
Everything
Starved of
what I’m needing
You
Cant know
You
Wont know
What i thirst
Yet I’m only faced with the
Worst
False perceptions
Judgment
Failure
Loss
Maybe I’m the cause
Hate
Regret
Sadness
Maybe everything was a mistake
Nothing…
Is all that is left
After all that has been done
I’ve wasted your time
My existence
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Categories:
insides, emo, emotions, life, longing,
Form: Prose Poetry
My Insides
My appreciation is fluctuating,
Apprehension colours my face,
Crimson, with drops of dew
The morning greets me, once again.
Outside the window of my mind,
I see you, staring back at me
Just a lonesome tree,
Rooted with limbs, but no face to see.
I am me, you see
My thoughts are pure sodomy,
Designed to torment my insides
I can feel my gut rising.
I
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Categories:
insides, corruption, creation, death, depression,
Form: Free verse
My Insides
Double Minded
I doubt that my insides reflect my outsides
Outside, I want to trust and love you
inside an eerie feeling brews.
Outside I smile and carry on
inside my feelings don't
have words attached
just signals of how
you make me feel
apprehensive and rushed.
Thoughts speaking in riddles
reminding my mind
of your unkindly acts
you treat me as a pigeon.
My
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Categories:
insides, character, emotions, trust,
Form: Prose Poetry
Secret Insides
Lack of confidence,
Frozen in silence,
I feel like I'm out of time.
There's nothing I can do,
I'm a failure,
And askew,
Even can't compare to the lore...
WTF,
I don't wanna cry no more!
You know nothing,
nothing,
You know nothing,
nothing,
You know nothing,
nothing,
You know nothing,
nothing,
Of how I feel...
Its cold,
It's wet,
It's making me sick,
Lying here on the floor...
Goddamn you,
I don't even care anymore!
You know nothing,
nothing,
You
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Categories:
insides, life, music, song-care, care,
Form: Lyric
Slavery of the Insides
Is it a need for a morning cup of coffee
or was my yesterday to hard?
Is it caffeen or a heavy soul?
What is my life?
Is it fresh air that takes me on a a.m. walk
or am i running scared to rest?
My insides tell me lies.
When did i lose control?
How can I read again?
feel again?
how can I
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Categories:
insides, confusion, faith, life, peace,
Form: I do not know?
Categories:
insides, song-teen,
Form: I do not know?