Sex Is Not Everything

Sex is not everything. Poem by Joy Payne Your excuse is that you have a high sex drive. Well I'm tired of you only pleasing you, You need to start pleasing me too. I want to love you but you do nothing for me emotionally. You give me 5 min. of 4 play expecting me to get excited, so I just lay there and accept anything you say. You cum inside and I'm left astray. Wondering why I’m with you anyway. You treat me like trash. As if I'm someone who can be thrown away. That’s why some women turn gay or the other way. I tried so hard to work with you man and still you don't understand. I need you to be my best friend. Someone, who looks at the inside and not just the outside, the outside changes while the inside remains the same. You said you love me and would do anything for me, while the reality is you just want to ignore me. I went behind your back and got with someone else. You were so full of yourself that you didn't notice the hickey on me. You thought you were the one who gave it to me. You’re so blinded by lust and fantasy. I had to walk away from you and walk towards God who's true. I know this left you blue but what can you do. Move on to someone else. Well I know for her it will be like Déjà vu. She will think "here comes another creep trying to get in deep.” I made my mistakes but that's in the past. I'm looking forward to life ever last. My life has changed, I feel so brand new. All I can say is I hope you see it too. In God I trust he will change you too. God loves us that will never change. He will turn our weaknesses into willingness to be eternally a better individual. In Jesus' name, God is my rock and my salvation Amen!