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If You'Re Like Me

Fear of Climate Success

If you're like me,
which probably already reduces the size of my captive audience
to Zero,

Regardless,
if we're like we used to be
when we were born
with all the potential integrity neurons
of the uniting universe,

Through childhood formed into bilateral rivers
for transporting Win/Lose toward Lose/Lose risky conclusions
and Win/Lose toward Win/Win opportunities 
co-arising comparative information

Some neuron trails,
like stars in a misty night sky,
faint,
and only flowing from a causal Source,
somehow more wisely 
and sacredly
and greatly elsewhere,
echoing through my ringing 
singing integrity
dancing ultra-violet dreams
feeding productive consumer mouths
for articulating LeftBrain developing rivers
of segregated health isn't necessarily wealthy language,
wise logos.

Other tidal rivers form deeper wealthier underground streams
with diverse ecological
and theological
and analogical
and psychological
and political
and financial
orthodox Both/And Right Brain surfing health/wealth memories
of both sacred Source origination
And EgoZone secular mouths forming re-creation
flowing in both upriver
and downriver
reiterating loops.

LeftBrain capable of both returning to newborn infancy
and re-noticing outside Voices for ecotherapy
and sacred communion

Flowing neural latticed singing stars
shining out Win/Win WiseElder enlightenment,

Holding fire-circle wonder 
co-gravitating/co-arising stars and flames
reflecting neural river trails of timeless retold myths
resolving and revolving anthro-cooperative
with WinWin nature/spirit stories
co-habiting YangSourced Rivers 
And YinFlow bilateral returns
re-creating primal nutritional choices

Some deeply learned rivers
through orthodox ages of WinWin nutritional evolution
survive the culling of adolescent WinLose
military-industrial
competitively divisive
Either/Or
LeftBrain schools for producers
marketing to information consumers
longing for more robust Both/And hope

Hope remaining
despite lack of responsible faith
in history repeating ourselves,

Good news faith graces sanctuary from blame and shame,
unable to love our EgoClimates for who we are
so unable to forgive our potential EcoSchools
and Green GrandMother elders
for not remembering to strengthen WinWin
potential Both/And
Cause/Effect
Yang/Yin
Patriarchal/Matriarchal
Competition/Cooperation Cultures
Ego/Eco

Ecological/Theological climates cooperatively held
for improved bicameral polypathic rivers 
of WinWin success.

Health,
inside wealth,

awe,
within wonder,

ecstasy,
predicting enchantment,

integrity,
searing love,

green,
with red,

black,
predicting white,

Either/Or,
searching Both/And,

deduction,
following induction,

reduction,
after seduction,

exhalation,
requiring inhalation,

causal,
when effective,

information,
foreshadowing exformation,

positive,
equal with double negative,

light theology
emerging from dualdark analogical ecology,

sacred,
sublimely secular,

out,
without in,

outside choice,
evoking inside voices,

Win/Lose,
suboptimizing Win/Win,

Yinhaling ecofeminist wombs
Yangforming ego/eco climates
co-arising dipolar integral success.

If your imprinting infant river-systems etched
and sketched
and stretched like mine,
which probably already reduces the size of my captive audience
to one EarthSoul multicultural ZeroZone
for WinWin nutrition strings of neural Rights and Left
seasons of reasonable
responsible Both/And healthy energy
without either blaming EcoGods or shaming EgoCenters
for who we WinLose are
and who we WinWin choose to better climate become

SecularYang oceans of thought
with sacredYin
feeling life's compelling choices 
for All Loves Matter.

If you're still like me,
already reducing the size of our cooperative
health/wealth risks and opportunities
to not not double-binding
poly-dogmatic ZeroSum
deep learning generations
of Earth's normal ecoschool day
and night,
mythos
and logos,
RealTime entertainment,
and Timeless dreams of ParadiseMusing success.

Waking up to another hopeless all WhiteHouse
Dividing States of competitively irresponsible 
RedBlooded evangelical supremacist America
without
as within,
inhaled
as exhaled,
source
as re-source,
resilient
as resonant,
WinLose
to feed and water WinWin against LoseLose Climates 
of anthro success 
not epic entropic hopeless failure

If you're like me,
which probably reduces the size 
of hopelessly inert witnesses
to one allied cooperative ZeroZone
EarthTribe for Healthy/Wealthy Climates,
inside
learning from outside,
outside
speaking  non-violently
cooperatively co-investing
with inside successful ego-voices,
echoing rivers of recombining neural networks.

If your WinWin Wonder climate
teaches my Awesome inside ecstasy
inviting outside enchantment,
spiritual paradigms 
for natural relationship, 
bicameral systems etched in neural imprints
sketched by recombining health
with wealth

Original ZeroZone neural roots 
nurturing matriarchal ultra-violet's resounding 
IntegritySource.

If you're like me
hopelessly choosing
all loves matter.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018




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Date: 10/6/2018 10:36:00 AM
Gerald, wow you penned a long poem for us and so deep and meaningful too, well done and you are right in the end only love matters ~
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Gerald Dillenbeck
Date: 10/6/2018 11:09:00 AM
Thanks for sticking with me. I am struggling with paradox of timeless love and endless feelings of hopelessness. Enchanting life opportunity yet inevitable death risks of despair. Still, it feels irresponsible to end on the side of weak or absent hope.

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