My Vision Of Heaven
Experienced on Thursday September 29th 2016
Time: Unknown
Back on earth: 5:38am
This morning I had a beautiful Vision.
I cannot describe this vision any other way than the way I was allowed to see it.
This may be considered a "short story" but this Vision changed my Life.
I witnessed a Man choosing to Die by His Own Hand...
I hugged him tightly as he wrapped a belt around his neck to hang himself..
(I don't know the significance of the individual or of the moment).
My Vision switched, and I found myself holding somebody in the middle of a road at night. The person was injured or dying as I held them. I remember clearly seeing the street lamps lighting the sides of the road.
A car which looked like a Rolls-Royce came speeding towards me and this individual I was holding. I could clearly see the driver dressed in the clothes of the time period the car was famous for. The driver was wearing driving goggles and a scarf around the neck.
I covered this person I was holding with my body to offer some sort of protection, but I knew that this was the end. .
Just as the Rolls-Royce hit me, it became a white box truck.
Just as it struck me I turned into a ghost and closed my eyes.
When I opened my eyes afterwards I was in a different place.
I was riding a bicycle.
I was facing backwards as I rode upon it, and although I was not pedalling, the bicycle sped upon the road I found myself travelling.
I was happy. I could see a rocky river off to the side of this new road. I could hear the river.
I could see the vibrant greens of the plant life around me. The sun shone so brightly.
I was not alone. I travelled in a group with other individuals who were happily chatting, also seated upon bicycles. I could not hear their words, only the sounds of happy pleasant conversation. At this point I saw my First Love..
I saw Stephanie Marie Santerre at this point! She saw me also!
I hadn't had any dreams or visions of her in years...
She sped up to me and we embraced in Joy and Love, and happiness in being united again. It's been 20 years since she was taken from me. We held hands as we spoke softly with one another.
We biked upon this road together along with the other travellers we found ourselves with.
We came to a point in where there was what seemed like a bus (to my senses) up to our left, that people were boarding. I didn't see this vehicle clearly, but I sensed it was a bus type transport. To the right was a garden, next to a very wide and tall Weeping Willow tree. In this Garden there were flowers in glass and metal tubes of varying sizes that were hovering only inches from the ground. Gently coloured mist that was the same hues as the flowers was coming from the tubes.
There was a Chinese, or Oriental individual dressed in traditional clothes of His culture tending to this Garden. I stopped. There in the grass in front of me on the right hand side was a stone, about the size of a small boulder, with a heart shaped cutout in it. On the ground next to the boulder were jewel hearts. There was one red hued heart and two blue hued ones, of slightly different dimensions.
I picked up one of the blue hearts and held it up to the sky to examine it. It had beveled edges along the sides of it like a cut jewel. Being curious, I fit this heart shaped jewel into the heart shaped cut-out in the boulder. The boulder vibrated gently as it accepted the heart.
The Individual who was tending the Garden then came over and asked me if I was thirsty, and asked me to pick a tea to drink, as he gestured towards the flowers in the glass tubes.
Intrigued, I bent down to examine a few of them.
Next to the Willow, there was what I sensed to be some type of Chinese chrysanthemum in a thin hovering tube. (I had no idea how I knew this. I don’t know anything about flowers) The delicate flowers wrapped themselves gently around the main stalk. It had small white petals, and a yellow bud center. (I later looked this up and found out it was indeed a Chinese chrysanthemum. It was also the exact same description I saw, and amazingly, tea is indeed made from it!)
I told the Garden Attendant I would like to try this one I was inspecting. He smiled, and nodded.
I went back to Stephanie who was quietly waiting on the path, gently and lovingly smiling at me.
We embraced tightly. I could feel her body against mine and could feel her soft hands within mine...
Together we headed towards the bus/vehicle to board.
At THAT VERY MOMENT, a
Peaceful realization dawned within Me. I hugged her tightly, and I felt a smile upon my lips, and started to speak these words to Her "We both Died and made it.. We’re in Heaven"
As soon as I started to speak I suddenly sensed why I should of remained quiet...
She hadn’t been saying anything to me. Our conversation was taking place on a different level of communication. Every thing she felt towards me had been put into my soul, because we were both Spiritual beings at this point...
My form, so tight within the embrace of Her Body, started to dissolve into nothingness.
NO! NO! NO! I started to scream trying to clutch her tightly as she boarded.
I saw a deep sorrow and sadness upon her face as I disappeared.
I came to in Alexis' bedroom at 5:38 a.m. sobbing my heart uncontrollably into my hands..
I was Full of sorrow and sadness, that I was back amongst the Living. Heavy with the feeling of Stephanie’s arms still around me and Her hands holding mine.
Less than a minute later, Alexis’ phone and my phone vibrated, one after the other as if we had missed messages...
However, there were none.
All Alexis could do was hold onto me as I cried my heavy heart into the morning darkness of her room.
This all really happened.
I know what My Road to Heaven looks like.
I don’t know how long this Vision lasted. All I know is that a good amount of time had passed. When I came back and found myself in my living human body the shock of being on earth was like a hammer blow to my system.
I wonder if this is why newborns cry...
I felt vulnerable and empty and dark in comparison to how I felt while in Heaven.
I felt so loved. So peaceful. So joyful. I felt like it belonged. That is something I have not experienced here on earth.
It has been a Vision that has changed my Life forever. I often look back to that moment.
Heaven is a place of such immense overwhelming joy and peace and love and belonging. There is nothing in this mortal life that even comes close to comparing the feeling. The happiest I have ever been isn’t even a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a percent close to what Heaven is like.
One of the hardest things I struggle with now however is that I have been as high up Spiritually as a human being can possibly go and yet I’m still here on this earth. I know there is a Reason. I know God is Real. I know Heaven is Real. I know there is work to be done.
It was 39 days later when God Spoke My Name and Woke me to A New Life.
But that is another Chapter I will share..
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