Lost
Nothing seems to work anymore, nothing seems to feel like inner peace anymore, the joy that i find in life is slowly fading away, lost hope and enjoyment in all of my surroundings, i'm passions are leaking from my body, i cant feel the push i had for things like i did before, i feel my reasons to live and staying alive are leaving my soul and mind, the colors of my life are slowly being drained into a pit of loneliness and misery, the colors of my life have left me black and white, and i can see the hope of getting my colors back leaving and never coming back, not because i cant, but because i know how they feel to be there and losing them, chasing them back will just bring the pain of losing them again back with it, so i look again at myself in the mirror, seeing what life has done to me, see how weak i have become, i drop a tear, drop a tear of pain, drop a tear of the pain i caused... Because of the destruction i have done to my own self, for now i leave my mirror and walk the dark alley of life towards my grave , and rest my head on the soil of failure and misery and wait till my death....
Copyright © Mo Far | Year Posted 2016
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