Loneliness
Right now I feel like exploding
I have so many words to voice yet I have none at all
Not a single word can illustrate this feeling
It is dread latched together with confusion and regret
But it is still much better then the happiness of depression
I'm more afraid of my own beam then my tears
I don't know what to do or why
I'm afraid that whatever joy I capture will be lost
I don't want to feel empty anymore
I ask for direction
But everyone evacuates from me
So I feel bitter and alone
Alone, all alone
Nobody here with me
That’s what it appears to be
The world is great
I’m lame, everyone shoves me away
I am lonely
Copyright © Nia Logan | Year Posted 2015
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