I Want To Die Alone
You lit my heart like your birthday candle,
Without realizing I am melting for a years.
I waited to see you whispering for wishes,
Therefore I can shut it off, to stay together.
You were the greatest gift I had in my life,
Now, I am weeping to unwrap cheap ones.
Why would you love someone like me,
When you break my heart with sorrows.
Why would you take me to your heaven,
When you drowned my dreams with you.
Why would you cuddle me all the times,
When you cried to hear I want to die alone.
I can't enjoy all the holidays by myself.
I needed someone to fade my pain away.
You think I be happy to see the clouds,
Rain upon my windows, with your scent.
I can't ask my heart to forgive my moves,
I put him in Lots of embarrassing moment.
You want me to stop drinking and smoking,
The blue sea can't keep my secrets anymore.
I walk smiling nd holding the bottle of poison,
Waiting to meet again, and drink it front of you.
O heart will stop anytime soon, I am tired of
Missing her, and tired of living with dead hopes.
Will this be my last letter before my death day.
So I can pretend to be sleeping and die afterwords.
25/02/2016
Copyright © Ahmad Alkhatat | Year Posted 2016
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