Dead Silence
She sits in her room every night
She thinks to herself
'Is it worth it?'
She stares at the shining blade
Drags it to her wrist and pushes it down
Out comes the blood
Running freely
She feels free
For a second she forgets about all the pain
For a second she's happy
Then reality slaps her in the face
Do it.
The rope's lying on the floor
She picks it up and ties it around the ceiling fan
She knew exactly what she had to do next
She stands on the chair and ties the rope around her neck
The video camera's still rolling
She has the remote in her one hand
She looks into the video camera and says
'I'm sorry mom and dad. Just know it was never your fault. It was mine,dont blame yourselves. i could'nt keep the fight up any longer. I was destined to lose. I love you.'
She kicked the chair over an once she did the video camera went dead.
Dead Silence.
Copyright © Azraa Iman | Year Posted 2015
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