In My Head
Writing about all the things that go on in my head.
A lot of time I'm up at night listening in bed.
for sometimes I'm scared of the voices.
They always give me so many choices.
I know not to do what they say.
They make me have lots of horrible day.
I don't mind them any more.
Without them now I feel life would be a bore.
People don't know they are there.
Think I'm crazy that's fair.
I really don't care.
I wont share.
I use to do self harm.
Now I wish I never because id be a charm.
I don't like people.
But i like to pretend to be whole.
Some good things are
I'm learning how to drive a car.
I have a new dad.
Now I'm rarely sad.
I have two cats.
And I like to collect hats.
I love to draw.
Now i don't care if i have many flaws.
I play volley ball.
And a boyfriend I like to call.
I still get really irritated.
But at least the hate has faded.
Yes people still hate.
But at least I have faith.
people think they'er better.
But truly they don't matter.
I work hard on what do.
So yes good is new.
Some times things are bad.
that's when you think of things that make you glad.
So with the voices most of the time I'm hateful.
But now days I ignore them so I'm grateful.
Copyright © Bethanie H.Rupright | Year Posted 2014
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