Change That Hurts
Clueless as to who I am now.
And to my changing actions.
My sleep seems to not be as sleep should be, I am often reminded of
things I did while sleeping that I had not even the slightest clue I did.
Trying to relax my mind and calm but not at all for still seems to happen.
now I have become someone I don't even know myself,
And I don't think it's ok or even the slightest bit good, slowly loosing
control over my emotions and jealousy creeps in. Little by little and I'm
having a hard time dealing with it.
In truth If decided to seek out else or find a happy that won't hurt I
would never give the wrong because I'm to be blame, love , joy,
happiness , trust, comfort etc. that's the real facts of relationship but it
seems as if I have been lacking in all and affecting the one who I love, ,
And now I do see that problem is spelled-DWAYNE MORGAN-
And hurt follows in reverse
And and the facts of a good life for her is blocked by the bold caps letters
and a head so thick that can't even pic up on a signal even if it drops on
my head.
I now see that Instead of an asset I have become a liability to her ,
depreciating as time goes by and soon il probably be the decimal point
before all the zeros( no place value)..
Copyright © Dwayne Morgan | Year Posted 2014
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