Ever Thine, Ever Mine, Ever Ours
I've have never
experienced that bubbly love
that everyone apparently has...
Stolen kisses,
"say cheese" camera flash,
"no you hang up first" phone
calls...
"I can't stop thinking about
you" text messages.
My love has been horrendous
and terrifying and painful...
I have experienced...
"please stop hurting me"
"I'm sorry, I'll make it better"
"I'll try harder just don't leave"
"please stop insulting me"
So while everyone around me,
receives their texts, silently I
wish I were them,
I cry with invisible tears,
Inaudible Screams
And fake smiles...in public of
course
"I don't know how love could do
this to me"
Anthem of my pitiful life...
I'm in bewilderment that my
tear ducts are still fully
functioning...
More crying to go perhaps?
I was a firm believer in that
miracle creating love..
Avid dreamer and practitioner
of that
"I'll never let go jack"
"no its not gonna be easy, its
gonna be really hard, but I
want you"
"none shall perish, none shall
die"
"ever thine,ever mine,ever
ours"
But as the faiths would have it,
my love never reciprocated
these quotations.
And after all the sleepless
nights, and..
" Kentrell, don't throw up your
food"
" To cut or not to cut" -( refrain
of the century)
"She's not gonna call, give up,
move on"
I have faced the bitter fact...
That for some cruel, lesson
seeking reason,
I was destined for this,
That the one person that I
loved more than reading,
Would be the one person to
bless me with such
unforgettable hurt.
So for now my refrain is "You
and I once we were lovers"
bless you Luther Vandross..
Till that almost perfect knight in
shining armor,
completes my refrain,
Ever thine, ever mine, ever
ours..
Copyright © Kentrell Northern | Year Posted 2013
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