Soundtrack to my Life
what do i see when i look at you?
i see a forever golden heart, a heart whos ambitions
and primal inspriations fl ow through my mind like sweet
i see my dark prince who is forever rebuilding my broken
heart and reassuring me that i will be ok...
i see a man that cares so deeply for every passion in others
hearts, who mends the tears owned by family and friends
before his own...
a boy that sees the world and living in 3-D neon colors,
who realizes that everything is not as it seems...
he is that forever golden heart that understands the pain of
a broken soul and doesnt drown the truth of sadness.
now…what do you see when you look at me??
maybe you see a disabled heart living in a perfect light,
longing for a sence of placement...
perhaps you see the marvelous sparkle in the premature
dreams swimming around my mind, prismatic plans of
embelishing my mark on this imperfect world before we come
to the end of our ultimate road trip...
or, in my worst case senario, its possible you see that i am
nothing mores than a broken down and burned apart spirit
whos damaged to no point of possible rescue...
now...would you like to know what i hope you see??
i hope you see the most beautiful train wreck to have ever
pulled into God’s station...
i hope you see a girl whos mind sees her life like a neon
i hope you see a woman whos love, friendship and scared
soul are nothing but true...
a forever glowing heart whos biggest dream in life is to be
the best of herself she can possibly be...
until then, i reside in the mystical land where my dreams
spiral like shooting stars, passing my days with thunder storms
and occassional sunbeams... Welcome!!
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