Many a times I thought I'd cry
Many a times I felt I was going to die
So many times I got deceived,
And still many more times I decided to be positive.
But was it of any use?
What I wanted was it ever to come true?
No...I am one of those people,
For whom nothing can ever be as they wish,
No matter how little I may want,
It is impossible to gain what I lost;
It is against nature to get something I'm fond of.
And you.. you are my worst failure
The reason I have plunged into this darkness
The poison that has putrefied all my happiness
You have destroyed all my hopes away.
I wish I didn't have that heart
That heart which is responsible for this sort of feeling
That feeling which if not fulfilled
Dips you into an ocean of blindness
That pain which does not subside
Even on taking glyceryl trinitrate.
And look at my helplessness
The only miracle drug which can cure me of this madness
I cannot even take it
Cos I know that can cause ascites.
It's ridiculous to think that people can be so cruel
As to hurt someone with whom there's no enmity
And derive pleasure out of tearing apart
Emotions , trust , love & life
For nothing other than beauty that is full of lust.