As My Heart Goes Black
As my heart goes black,
I feel as if there's nothing to say,
It's just another page turned.
Society wouldn't care.
They wouldn't care if I put that blade to my wrist and slit.
She's just suicidal they'd say,
They would say I was crazy, and only wanted attention,
But that's just not true,
Can't you see all I want is to be loved by you, because you're my other half,
Without you I'd surely die.
Now please don't go and label me as an emo, or a messed up girl,
That would be oh so wrong babe.
I much more than pain and depression don't you see?
I am living just for you,
For you I bleed my heart out,
I use my voice for you,
I use my touch for you,
I taste you,
Can't you see I crave you,
For you're my favorite drug.
I'm living just for you, and if that's wrong baby,
I don't ever wanna be right.
Please know I give you every inch and milli-inch of my love,
I give my heart, soul, life, world, universe, I give you me.
I guess that's the best I can be,
For you I live.
I love you darling xoxoxoxo <3
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