How Could This Be
I wake up every morning wondering if it would ever be the same.
Wonder do you really love me?
Wondering is it just a game?
How can we just lay here without any words to be said?
Wishing we could be back like we were, but just a memory in my head.
Been together way to long with a daughter on our side.
How can this love end?
How did it die?
When I look at you I see nothing but lies so much that I have fought for that soon
produced to cries.
Crying for your touch or just one word from you.
What did I do?
Why you so cruel?
Nine years has passed and you never made that mark.
How can we still be here and there is not even a spark?
You mean the world to me and I wish you would see that, but all the love that I show you
never showed back.
Now, I just hold my head in shame asking why is this happening.
Looking at all the pictures of you and I and we were so happy then.
I really wonder what have went wrong while I listen to all these love songs.
Needing you and wanting you but you can careless.
Is it me?
Is it that I gained all this weight?
Is it the way I wear my hair or the clothes I choose, but if that turned you off you were
not worth anything.
I guess it was not worth it but I want you more and more.
I must be a fool to keep loving you when you do not love me.
Tell me something and not just what I want to hear.
Tell the truth on how our love died and do not keep your feeling inside.
Until you can tell me the reason we fell apart I will just sit here and keep thinking we
will end up making it work.
Copyright © Raquel Hines | Year Posted 2011
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