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Staring at a blank piece of paper
Thinking about what might happen later
After all the fighting
I usually need to start writing
To make myself feel better
Even if it’s not meant to be seen like a letter
It feels as if I were in a cage
All I can do is pour out my heart on the page
He made a promise, I thought it was honest
He said his feelings were strong and would always be the same
Right now I think they’re different, but I’m not the one to blame
I can’t find the right words to describe how I feel
Maybe scared and weakened, this is unreal
Now that it’s different, I’m in denial
I see how he talks about her, it’s like he let out everything he once kept aside in a pile
I see how he might still feel something
As I realized so, my heart rapidly started jumping
I’m lying to myself
Because I can’t imagine him being with anyone else
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