Doubt
You doubted,
You're doubting,
My words to you,
aren't sincere anymore,
If I had my conscience shown to you,
If I had my heart worn out for you,
If I had my brain on for you,
You would still doubt the bits of me,
the bits of thy,
Your heart's a mess,
But you won't admit,
You've got a hole inside your chest,
But a fine looking shirt would cover that up?
I'm not so sure,
You lost her,
Lose me ?
You need me to tell and prove,
The love I have for you,
My sincerity and loyalty are in non-stop action,
Because baby, you never believed them,
when they came in words,
You're drowning out my energy,
I'm soaked up with bitterness,
Show me love, dear,
Show me appreciation now and then,
So well I know,
That it's not all in vain,
The way you don't trust me,
is reality eye to eye with me,
Aren't we supposed to be close and all,
If I stayed hundred days and nights,
Proving I'm worthy,
You won't consent,
If I stayed hundred days and nights,
Proving I'm worthy,
You won't consent,
I would rather fall away,
than standing here,
I would rather let go,
than have you,
underestimating and denying,
I've got no one but you,
But I would lose you,,
If the pain I had holding on,
came back in a strike,
The pain would cause my hands to shiver,
And you would slip in between my fingers,
Soft and easy.
Copyright © Black Shadow | Year Posted 2011
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