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Notice the change
We thought that things would be better. Fighting for something now; just not what we had. Take me back to the beginning. It started with the best intentions; with big smiles, happy thoughts and dreams that weren’t too big for us.
Couldn’t live without your touch so I thought
There are more tears than smiling faces ; days are shorter , time ran to fast; now minutes are too long. Not another sad poem just truthful words that have visualize the destruction of emotions and feeling without the foundation.
It wasn’t like this in the beginning we were winners and wining. Now we are not even 5th place. Falling behind fast, wasn’t meant to last through the struggle and the lack of understanding. That simple taste of reality, your feelings changed for me, I noticed when the touches stopped. I noticed when making love turned to sex and sex a chore and just like your feelings there were no more. No more happy thoughts about a future. No more thoughtful touches; No more kisses with the passion; this is for the Bird our kissing are just pecks. You’re talking about walking away? Ill hold the door and the floor waits on you when things just doesn’t go your way. Tantrums; what more can I say about this… this... This thing that we thought we had is just now something very sad. Time wasted
I can’t, I won’t fight anymore. Take your mental note on that. You’re wondering eyes tells me the lies the truth of not wanting me around, you’re better off. I agree and see clearly what’s going on; your reliving the past. How many were there? Nothing last when moving too fast and we allow life to just pushes us around. It has to be something about something. More than you would ever tell me. Just let go, my mental note book full. No more space the taste are bitter and yes it’s more than just the changes that we endured. It just wasn’t what we thought; never was. Noticing the change; it will never be the same again.