All these things that I wanted to change
I was going be the perfect girlfriend
Smile all the time
Never let you down
Be the princess worth the time
Worth the saving.
And now here it goes again
A vicious cycle him and I couldn’t escape
Until it was too late.
A cycle full of hate, taunts, jokes
A cycle full of ugly lies and mistakes
Now that you and me are starting it up
I want to go back to lying in the tower alone
I want to hide my face and cry.
I want you to rescue me from myself.
I want to be saved
I want the cycle to stop.
I want the cycle to end.
I wish it never would have come to this.
I wish we never would have began
If all it means,
Is losing myself to you
And beating the relationship down
Because of me.
I love you
But I want to love me too.